01-31-03 - 12:31
I held you in my arms
you were so little
but you were not mine
I wasn't there when you came into this world
detached
fragmented
8 pounds, 14 ounces of pure mystery
I am supposed to be ecstatic
forlorn instead,
I search for ways to bond
and all I can think about is where did this cute little thing come from
and why don't I love it?
