03-31-03 - 16:47
Why lie?
Everything is great when said in my head
when I say it out loud it rings in my ears with the shrillness of flamboyant stupidity
if I keep having dreams of demons and battles I might never sleep again
I sleep so little anyway
anyway so little sleep
I
back away from the dream
that's it.
put your hands up
put the mind on the floor
back away from the dream
that's it.
now put this gag over your mouth
maybe then you won't say such obsurd things out loud
