07-03-03 - 21:49
I think it's special to sweat and not care.
to have a friend give you a pedicure.
to speak to strangers at the store about motherhood.
to live this cliche of life.
to WANT an SUV, but still care about the environment quite deeply.
to worry and fret over world issues, but to still enjoy a good movie or a barbeque or clothes shopping.
I believe in what I am.
Existing here today.
I refuse to worry about how others see me.
Because I am finally happy.
And no class reunion can take that away.
I talked to my sister so much today it took me to a place I knew I would find one day.
She's finally just Megan again, and not some situation I have to worry about.
I have finally found peace with that.
Ahhhhhh.
Peace is underrated.
