09-21-04 - 10:28
Helloooooooooooooooooooooooooo
A new day! A new day.
I watched all 4 years of the dance show. It was like I was some pathetic loser reliving my past. OH wait, I am a pathetic loser!
Well, fine then!
At first I thought "Oh God. I am worthless! I was so thin and active and young and innocent. WHY did I let that go?"
And then I remembered: "I can be thin again. And Innocence is overrated. Wisdom is better. Adult dance classes are out there, i can find them!" And I didnt feel so worthless anymore.
Plus, I looked at my home and my husband and my girl, and I felt like "Well, if I did nothing else right, this is worth it."
That's a good feeling right there!!!!!!
