12-23-04 - 13:17
Just for a moment I dyed my hair black
every time I look in the mirror I get a little thrill
Who is this?
I would like to believe I am someone else
I am The Great Shape Shifter
as in mutating, undulating, ever-changing
not amoeba
this is serving me well
I want so badly to dip into the past, hold it in my lip and savor the high
my snuff habit
I command me to enjoy Christmas, and not ruminate on past bliss or present failures.
I can change it all. I do. I will. I did.
