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01-05-05 - 06:18 I love my child I love my husband Must remember this! I feel like I haven't slept in four years. That could be just about right. Ben is recovering from his tonsillectomy better now. Yesterday was a turning point. Up to then I thought I might strangle him in his sleep- put him out of his misery and mine! But now he's getting better. Abby simply can't go a night without some sort of sleep needs. Either she's impossible to put to bed, or she wakes in the middle of the night, or too early in the morning, or all of the above. I am tired, tired tired. I'm so tired. I can't even get the motivation to go pack her meals for today. Work should be fun today. Tired and unmotivated and fat as a panda bear. But not half as cute. Think Carnie Wilson! Bitching on here is so nice. No judgment passed and no need to feel guilt for bitching. I think I'm getting a cold. ugh.
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