06-24-05 - 10:36
I am flippin awesome now
Antidepressants are so 90's but you know, they work
why didn't I do this like 4-5 years ago? I turn my music on loud again
I play guitar again!
I smile more
I wake UP smiling!
I love sex again (sorry, it's true)
I can picture being happy with my life for a long while
I am happy to do menial chores
I feel meaning in life again
SOMETHING HAS BREATHED LIFE BACK INTO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ode to Effexor:
Oh how I love thee
your chemical beautificities
make my life so colorful
and sex life wonderful
I return calls again
I am not hiding in sin
Not obsessed with salvation
but not wanting to smash God's face in
You are a good little pill
pulling me up this hill
saving me from my ills
and giving me countless thrills.
