02-05-06 - 13:29
I just found out that after almost 5 years of confinement to mental institutions, my sister is not schizoaffective after all.
She did crystal meth. She went meth psychotic. Tried to kill mom. Instead of admitting it all, she created a lie- which became more lies- and more- and more-
And now she is coming clean. This changes everything.
But i can't worry too much about it now because I am hosting a superbowl party.
I don't feel much in the party mood. Everything has changed- again.
I love that girl so much and it bothers me so much how she has suffered. But I am also mad at her for creating this chaos. At least now I don't have to worry about her schizoness popping out at any time- I just have to worry about her getting her hands on meth again.
An addict. At 15. It ended. her. life.
