04-02-08 - 15:07
I just spent the last hour pouring over my older entries here.
Diaryland has the best of me. Most of these are so dark. And most events are not spelled out, but just my feelings that related to them.
I guess I was surprised I was still here. It makes me smile.
I am really glad I am not as melancholy as I was once. I wanted to reach through my computer screen and pat my shoulder. The past me, so desolate. The present me, content. older. wiser. joyful.
What a bunch of crap I have endured in my life!
I hope living more years does not mean encountering worse tragedies. I can not imagine.
Well, someone should be watching my children. Oops. that task falls to me on this day. Hmmm, and every day! Bye!
